"The moment i saw you"

The moment I saw u...
... Aroused the most beautiful feeling I have come to conceive in my heart...
...The feeling that cannot be seen yet...
...so beautiful, so special...
....It's a feeling so deep that every time I set my eyes on you...
i feel that bliss ... That ecstasy... ... That energy ......that.... vibrates my heart and soul &...
... Tells me that you're what I always wanted,
...You're everything I once dreamed...

The moment i saw you...
I wanted to put my feelings into words
All I could think of was “I love you” But
All of a sudden “I love you” seemed just too small to tell you how I felt...
Oh God! How desperately I wanted to invent new words to portray my feelings then...

The moment i saw you...
I wanted
...Tell u all you ever wanted to hear...
...Take u to places where you have never been b4...
... To translate all your dreams to reality...

The moment i saw you...
I wanted to Show you my love which is Deeper than oceans
Higher than mountains
Colder than ice... but hotter than fire
My love... which Is an untamed animal..
Wild and free..
Love which Is like morning air..
that soothes n refreshes my soul..

The moment i saw you...
I realized Life was damn easy without you...
Dying was so easy...
But since i saw you, i want t live... live with you...
And if that then... i would want to die of love for you...

The moment i saw you
i just knew that you were going to be the most important thing for me today, tomorrow and forever.

TOSSED, TORN AND REBORN

MY MUSCULAR HEART, MY SPIRIT AND SOUL ..

ALL AND SUNDRY BROKEN LIKE A BONE ..

STANDING UPON THE SWEEPING SHORES...

RAGING OCEAN CALLS TO ME WITH ITS INTOXICATING GESTICULATE

ALONE M I WITH NO BRIDGES TO TRAVERSE ...

OFF THE EDGE I WAS THROWN

ACHING FEET REFUSED TO PUT UP WITH ME
ALONG THE BEATEN, ROUGH AND FORKED ROADS...

I WAS

LOST INSIDE MY GLOBE

AFRAID TO LOOSE CONTROL...

FIGHTING JUST FOR SOME AIR...

I WAS DEAD YET ALIVE...

DREAMS RAN OVER LIKE SAND THRU THE FISTS

AND WERE JUST TOO FAR AWAY

ALL I CUD DO WAS WATCH MY LIFE PASS ME BY...

I WISHED THINGS T HAVE HAPND SO DIFFRNTLY 4 ME

IN SILENCE I CRIED INTO THE WIND TO RELEASE ME FRM THIS INNER WRATH

STUCK BW FANTACIES N REALITY

GASPING TO FILL MY LUNGS I LOOKED UP AND SAW U THERE...

N U CAME OVER LIKE ONE LAST CANDLE TO KEEEP AWAY THE NIGHT...

N MY WORST NIGHTMARE TURNED OUT TO B MY BEST DREAM...

I FELT AS IF U WERE AN ANGEL WHO HAS COME TO TAKE ME THE HEAVEN ..U CAME CLOSER T HOLD MY HAND, HEART AND SOUL

AND WHISPERED IN MY EAR,

“NO BLUE FEELING NO PAIN NO FEAR... LIFE IS TOO LONG.. LOVE IS 2 STRONG..

WAKE UP N FACE REALITY..I M WD YOU”

I WIPED OFF MY TEARS AND SAW DAWN COMING..

IT WAS NOT A CASTLE IN AIR

EMOTIONAL TURMOIL WRECKED OFF

LIFE BEFORE BECAME ONLY A MEMORY

NOW I DUN CARE 4 AL D PAIN THAT IN FRONTA ME..

UM JUST HAPI

I DUNNA NEED ANY BRIDGES N

THE PATH NO LONGER MATTERS:
FOR NOW I FLY ABOVE
WITH U, MY GUARDIAN ANGEL

U TAKE SO MUCH LUV OUTA ME..

AND GIVE ME WHAT I NEVER HAD...I M GOING OUTA MA MIND..

U WERE D SWEETEST DRUG 4 ALL D PAIN I HAD

NOW UM HEALED WITH YOUR LUV...

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anatomy of emptiness and of despair!

It is a tale – an anatomy of my emptiness, & of despair… of my life…

Life that is bright, rationally, a crackle of flames…

Color of dust blended with the color of haze …

Roads are like thin lines of white smoke…

One turning is like another…

Rough graveled surface all around…

It’s easier to get lost than to find a way…

No way to move along… no home to go back…

I am in a daze; I don’t see anything…

Yet a desire is aggravating my impatience...

I see life -making extraordinary excuses unexceptionally…

So I snooze in the same moment… wide awake… yet dreaming…

Thinking about the words you said, words become more than words…

And I get lost for quite sometime…

Melancholy comes like a fatigue...

A sense of doom…

I come back to this world where words are again just like words, fake and bogus…

I decide to come out of this agony … To trace a way back at any price…

I find your words again stopping me… not letting me go…

Fresh tears accumulate in the corners of my eyes but...

I don’t let them descend I just hold them back because...

tears become more than tears when they tend to come out because of you…

Then, destructive urge comes on me at times…

I want to see fire everywhere…

I stop and think there is no hope of improvement…

Revolving great thoughts in my heart I try to configure the rare world I m in… n then I wake up … n realize that I was actually dead to the world … was taking a nap….. n life is beautiful... as it is!