feelings cryatallized

Everytime i look around i expect to see you there..

i want to curl up into a tiny ball...

want to disappear..

..i want u to forgive me...coz..

i dont think i can go on without you..

you were my life- a reason to live, kinda best friend.. and

now i've none..

but i cannot run away from memories...

i would carry them with me like a painting in my mind...

memories...will be with me in the depths of my soul

i m here ossified, thinking about my past,

how you came and trasformed my whole life...

i dont know what to do; what to say, i m devastated..

feels as if nuffin would be convenient again ever in life..

i lost the power to change things..

..to make things happen..

..here m i ..hung up, worried n frustated..

i gotta feeling incomplete in my heart

u've been with me through the joys of

triumph and lonliness of tragedy...

cracking jokes with you, i'd drawn a veil of illusion

about our growing friendship, pretending its nothing more..

but in the solitude of night, when my secret thoughts would

run free i knew u had become more than a friend...

these thoughts always sent my senses spinning...

n now since u r not around..all feelings seem to be

crystallised for a moment called lifetime!!